My Life So Far..

Ever since I can remember I have never really been good at anything. Never had a great voice for any singing contests. Never been great at making arts and crafts that my works are exhibited or posted on the bulletin. Never been good that studying that all my grades made my parents proud. Never had a hobby that stuck, be it piano, ballet, scrap booking or even sports. Just always had an interests for things but nothing more. No one thing held my "interest" long enough for it to develop into something more than that. I couldn't even make my "dream" come true. I can never really be proud of what I am today since I have not accomplished anything, but be a failure and disappointment. Maybe that's my purpose. For others to compare themselves to me and be proud of themselves. If that maybe the case, then life would wait a little bit longer before I would give in to that. For once, I would try to make something out of my life.

selfless, oh so selfless..

"I've met a man and I've fallen in love with him. I allowed myself to fall in love for one simple reason: I'm not expecting anything to come of it.

It's enough just to love him, to be with him in my thoughts and to color this lovely city with his steps, his words, his love.

Everything else I experienced here, all difficulties I had to overcome, will be as nothing compared to that memory."

-Paulo Coelho, Eleven Minutes

Would everyone be a selfless as she is? I doubt it. I bet only a handful of people could even comprehend it.

can anyne else relate?

"Honor. Dignity. Self-respect. Although, when I think about it, I've never had any of those things. I didn't ask to be born, I've never found anyone to love me, I've always made the wrong decisions --now I'm letting life decide for me."

-Eleven Minutes, Paulo Coelho

Aww.. cute..

*grabbed from sheryl

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls OR TEXTS you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.
Let us pay for you!
Don’t "feel bad"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you."
Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and not what you are.
honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my
shirt and boxers, not all dolled up
Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
"Don't talk about how hott Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us".
It's boring, and we don't care. You have friends for that.
Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful"?
I’d be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
on the other hand I’m not saying I wouldn't like it ether
Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change. ditch his sorry ASS, he's a disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "i love you" ..and actually mean it.
Give the nice guys a chance
Guys repost this if you agree
Girls repost this if you think it's cute
Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this

*Holding Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of
times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.

*Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to her.

*Movies

Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

*Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her
too... And mean it.

*Laying below the stars
Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.

By 12 am tonight your one true love will realize how much they want you.
Girls repost as: written by a guy :]
Guys post as: Girls need to realize

Aww.. cute..

*grabbed from sheryl

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls OR TEXTS you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.
Let us pay for you!
Don’t "feel bad"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you."
Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and not what you are.
honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my
shirt and boxers, not all dolled up
Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
"Don't talk about how hott Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us".
It's boring, and we don't care. You have friends for that.
Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful"?
I’d be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
on the other hand I’m not saying I wouldn't like it ether
Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change. ditch his sorry ASS, he's a disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "i love you" ..and actually mean it.
Give the nice guys a chance
Guys repost this if you agree
Girls repost this if you think it's cute
Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this

*Holding Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of
times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.

*Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to her.

*Movies

Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

*Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her
too... And mean it.

*Laying below the stars
Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.

By 12 am tonight your one true love will realize how much they want you.
Girls repost as: written by a guy :]
Guys post as: Girls need to realize

Another nonsensical survey to dilute everyday mundane life..

*grabbed from jes..

GUYS

[x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[x] dogs are better than cats (I do like cats, but they're too snobbish for me..)
[x] its hilarious when people get hurt
[x] you've played with/against boys on a team
[ ] shopping is torture..
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] you own an XBOX
[ ] you own a Wii
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] you own/owned a DS, PS2, or Sega
[x] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[x] you watch sports on TV
[x] gory movies are cool
[x] you go to your dad for advice 
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[ ] you used to/do collect football collector cards
[ ] baggy sweatpants are cool to wear
[ ] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[ ] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[x]sports are fun
[ ] you talk with food in your mouth..
[ ] you sleep at night with your socks on usually
[x] you have fished at least once..
TOTAL= 14

YOUR GIRLY SIDE:

[x] you love to shop
[x] you wear eyeliner
[x] you wear the color pink
[x] you go to your mom/sisters for advice
[x] cheerleading IS a sport.. 
[ ] you hate wearing the color black
[x] you love going to the mall.. 
[x] you love getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] you love wearing jewelry
[x] you cried watching The Notebook.. 
[ ] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.. 
[x] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies!
[ ] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[x] you are/were in gymnastics/dance.. 
[ ] it takes you around one hour to shower
[x] you smile alot more than you should
[x] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes.. (I share mine with my mom and sis, of course I have more than 10 pairs of shoes!!!)
[x] you care about what you look like
[x] you like wearing dresses when you can.. 
[x] you like wearing body spray/perfume
[x] you LOVE high heel shoes (I LOVE them, but the more practical side of me almost always wins..)
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid.. 
[x] you like putting makeup on others..                                                                              
[x] pink is one of your favorite colors (Usually depends on my mood..)
total: 20

TRAPPED!

Trapped in this world of mine. Just a stupid and monotonous cycle of nothingness. The more that I try to get out, the more it closes in on me. It sometimes distracts me from the mundane, but when I realize what's happening its too late. It becomes irrevocable and ineradicable. Try as I might, it's still there. A big constant mass of void enveloping and there's really nothing that I can do.

I act 20 years old, how old do you act?

Put an X in all that apply and then add up to see how old you act!

    * [x] You know how to make a pot of coffee
    * [x] You keep track of dates using a calendar
    * [x] You own a credit card
    * [ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
    * [x] You've done your own laundry.
    * [x] You can vote in an election.
    * [x] You can cook for yourself.
    * [ ] You think politics is exciting.

TOTAL: 6

    * [x] You show up for school late a lot.
    * [ ] You always carry a pen in your bag/purse/pocket. 
    * [x] You've never gotten a detention.
    * [ ] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once.
    * [x] You like to take walks by yourself.
    * [x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTAL: 4

    * [x] You know how to do the dishes.
    * [x] You can count to 10 in another language.
    * [x] When you say you're going to do something you do it.
    * [ ] You can mow the lawn. (what lawn?)
    * [x] You study when you have to.
    * [ ] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL: 4

    * [x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
    * [x] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
    * [ ] Your favorite kind of food is shawarma.
    * [ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine.
    * [x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
    * [ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
    * [x] You can type pretty quick..

TOTAL: 4

    * [ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
    * [ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
    * [ ] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
    * [ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
    * [x] You use the internet every day.
    * [x] You have been outside of the country.
    * [x] You make your own bed. (only during weekends.)

TOTAL: 2

REPOST AS: I act __  years old, how old do you act?

*pwede na.. haha

The Most Important Thing in Life?

Is love really the most important thing in this world? Isn't it just chemicals shooting in and out of our system? Are people the only ones that are capable of it? 

Would it be better to have no love? Maybe. There would be no hatred, anger, jealousy and even war. Because without it there would be no conflict and bitterness. People would just live their lives without care for one another, not even in a platonic sense. Maybe the world would be better off without it. Without it everyone would be more satisfied with themselves. No emotion.

LIBRA - THE PIMP

*natuwa lang.. hehe*

LEO - THE SEX MANIAC (7/23-8/22) Very talkative. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible. Most caring person you'll ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with...they will kick your ***... u might end up crying... 

TAURUS - THE BAD BOY OR GIRL (4/20-5/20) Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Best kisser. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 

GEMINI--HARD TO LOVE (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Good personalities. Loves relationships. Addictive. Loud. 

CANCER - HARD TO CATCH THEIR HEART (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long- term relationships, if you can actually get them to stick around. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Normally not a Fighter, but will if neccessary. Someone loves them right now, they just dont know it. 

LIBRA - THE PIMP (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor. Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 

SCORPIO - THE VIRGIN (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. 

AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CAN'T TOUCH (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Attractive. Loud. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 

PISCES - THE SEX ADDICT (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess with. 

ARIES - THE PLAYER (3/21-4/19) Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed...(hahaha)Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 

VIRGO - THE BEST SEXUAL PARTNER (8/23-9/22) Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it.Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 

CAPRICORN - THE SEXY ONE (12/22-1/19) Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word.Rare to find. Caring. Smart. Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please.Loves to smile.Beautiful laugh.Patient.Amazing in the you know where..!!! Bit of naughty.The one and only.Sincere..very cheeky.